Post by spazzytazi on Mar 29, 2016 13:24:28 GMT
First and foremost, I want to thank everyone who supported me, defended me, wrote letters for me, made phone calls for me, and put their own accounts at risk for me.
I've never felt such an outpouring of love before and honestly I'm still figuring out exactly how to take it and respond because it's so new to me.
To clarify, I DID call Sara a name in response to her saying that Plan B was only 30$. I honestly can't remember exactly what I said but it was along the lines of "Fuck off you bitch. Sorry Lynnie, I know this will get flagged."
And that's why I was banned. Not necessarily because of my story.
Was I sitting on the couch at work crying while I typed it, trying not to type it, trying to be civil...? yes. But my emotions were running crazy, like how dare you tell me that the pill I had to take after being dateraped was "only 30$" and that I should "get over it"
So, there's the truth to those defending that all I said was "Fuck off", I didn't, I said "Fuck off you bitch."
But to SARA. Not Heather. I still have no idea who she is or why she felt the need to continue to call me names and then express that she felt like hitting me, which was totally uncalled for.
To my understanding Heather is permanently banned from the website.
I see right now on weddingwire that people want to virtual shower me and fuck yes I appreciate the gesture, but no.. no one has to gift me.
I know it's hard to understand, it's hard to explain too, but considering that I'm not the only person on weddingwire who has gone through a traumatic experience, I'm finding it difficult to accept gifts when none of the other victims of abuse are.
The situation that I briefly mentioned in the Hobby Lobby thread happened to me 7 years ago. There are still girls going through this right now. I remember how I felt at the time, SO clearly.
If anyone who reads this was planning to participate to the virtual shower, I almost beg you to instead donate the money you would have put forth to a charity instead.
I have recovered a good bit from that incident, but there are girls and boys at there right now living it. They need to see the love that you've all shown me.
I really do love you all so much and you're some of the best people I've had the pleasure of getting to know. *tears*
I've never felt such an outpouring of love before and honestly I'm still figuring out exactly how to take it and respond because it's so new to me.
To clarify, I DID call Sara a name in response to her saying that Plan B was only 30$. I honestly can't remember exactly what I said but it was along the lines of "Fuck off you bitch. Sorry Lynnie, I know this will get flagged."
And that's why I was banned. Not necessarily because of my story.
Was I sitting on the couch at work crying while I typed it, trying not to type it, trying to be civil...? yes. But my emotions were running crazy, like how dare you tell me that the pill I had to take after being dateraped was "only 30$" and that I should "get over it"
So, there's the truth to those defending that all I said was "Fuck off", I didn't, I said "Fuck off you bitch."
But to SARA. Not Heather. I still have no idea who she is or why she felt the need to continue to call me names and then express that she felt like hitting me, which was totally uncalled for.
To my understanding Heather is permanently banned from the website.
I see right now on weddingwire that people want to virtual shower me and fuck yes I appreciate the gesture, but no.. no one has to gift me.
I know it's hard to understand, it's hard to explain too, but considering that I'm not the only person on weddingwire who has gone through a traumatic experience, I'm finding it difficult to accept gifts when none of the other victims of abuse are.
The situation that I briefly mentioned in the Hobby Lobby thread happened to me 7 years ago. There are still girls going through this right now. I remember how I felt at the time, SO clearly.
If anyone who reads this was planning to participate to the virtual shower, I almost beg you to instead donate the money you would have put forth to a charity instead.
I have recovered a good bit from that incident, but there are girls and boys at there right now living it. They need to see the love that you've all shown me.
I really do love you all so much and you're some of the best people I've had the pleasure of getting to know. *tears*